how can i ???

How can I... make u out of my mind.. i want to live without remember u again... i want to start a new page, but i became such a hypocrite. when things went wrong.. i only want to chase u to make me calm.. in your world is a place where i feel safe i realize... All those moments behind, means so much for me, i cry on it cause i never appreciate it b4.. I know everything is to late now n I'm tight up to my new commitment now.. n i have already promise my self to be a better person n I'm not gonna ruin it now.. I'm not gonna breaks anyone heart because of my egoism again.. thou still u wont go away from my head. Maybe this is the price i should pay..

Susahnya jadi orang dewasa

Dulu siy enak, waktu jaman SMA, ga da kepikiran apa2... ga kerasa waktu mengalir, masa SMA udah 12 tahun yang lalu.. (getting old) Sekarang yang ada ruwet ama pikiran2 yang katanya pikiran orang dewasa... mikirin kerjaan, mikirin nyari duit, mikirin ngidupin diri sendiri, mikirin kehidupan pribadi,,, wehhh banyak banget... lum lagi + masalah2 yang berdatangan tanpa dipanggil (mang jalangkung) + deh ruwetna..

lucu yah.. kirain dulu jadi dewasa tuh enak bisa ambil keputusan sendiri, boro-boro... ngambil keputusan sendiri tuh mana ada enaknya.. yang ada malah pusing salah nentuin ya tanggung akibatnya sendiri... cuma ya inilah resikonya jadi dewasa.. mau ga mau kudu dijalanin, susah ga susah ya ditelen, toh kalo hepi juga qta yang ngerasain..

"Feels Like Home"

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself

Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms

There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast

Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been

And how long I've been so alone

And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along

And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street

And a siren wails in the night

But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me

And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me

And how long I've waited for your touch

And if you knew how happy you are making me

I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong



Songs by Chantal K. Wish i can feel that feeling too..

My status now.

Kerja di sebuah restaurant di bandung, jadi marketing ceritanya.. enjoy my job, happy with my job.. hehehe..

for the moment, kerjaan adalah satu hal yang bikin pikiranku positif saat ini...

missing something..

Miss my friends, miss the time we shared before, they all gone now, continuing their llife with their own problems and their new life, leaving me behind.. Girls i Love u guys.. i miss us. miss the laugh, the cry, all the crazy things we've done...

Hello Again

Hehhehe.. its been a long time i dont check my blog.. but my head is empty so i dont have anything to write on..