God..

When I looked at my past, i seen one soul so empty, dark mind filled with emotional and ego

I was a selfish person and full of anger, have no patience at all, what worst of it is that i do things that are not right, all things that not appropriate, and i cant count how many sins i made, the wrong desicion that makes my life darker n darker.

Thats my past. all that i have is not mine, my laugh is not from the heart, its all shadowed and blur, everything i do is a mess

Then in one point, I realized that i'm just a human, God creates me and gave me a change to live and find the meaning of lilfe. God put me in His attemp, i cried so hard and i almost cant figured how i escape from all this. But maybe thats what God wants me to see. For me to come back to the ground. Start a new life, to do things He likes and to worship HIm. I'm nobody, and i dont wanna live my life like a zombie anymore.

Thank You God for givin me another change to lilve my life, to struggle it with a good soul, to adore You. Here i'm giving you my life, fill it anyway You want me, Use me as Your tools. Enter my life once again, I admit you as as my Guardian and savior. Help me God so I can be a human that You smile.