Monday, October 20, 2008

That's what friends are for


And I never thought I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned

I'm glad I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try

To feel the way we do today

And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart

Well then close your eyes and know

These words are coming from my heart

And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

In good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Wednesday, October 01, 2008


God..

When I looked at my past, i seen one soul so empty, dark mind filled with emotional and ego

I was a selfish person and full of anger, have no patience at all, what worst of it is that i do things that are not right, all things that not appropriate, and i cant count how many sins i made, the wrong desicion that makes my life darker n darker.

Thats my past. all that i have is not mine, my laugh is not from the heart, its all shadowed and blur, everything i do is a mess

Then in one point, I realized that i'm just a human, God creates me and gave me a change to live and find the meaning of lilfe. God put me in His attemp, i cried so hard and i almost cant figured how i escape from all this. But maybe thats what God wants me to see. For me to come back to the ground. Start a new life, to do things He likes and to worship HIm. I'm nobody, and i dont wanna live my life like a zombie anymore.

Thank You God for givin me another change to lilve my life, to struggle it with a good soul, to adore You. Here i'm giving you my life, fill it anyway You want me, Use me as Your tools. Enter my life once again, I admit you as as my Guardian and savior. Help me God so I can be a human that You smile.