Pray

God, above all that i'm asking.. Please watch and protect my Jovan.. i surrender my son in Your hand. cause i know no one in this earth can look after him more than You.. he's my son, he's the one that i'm giving all that i never done before in the past... God.. keep him in Your hand.. Amien...

pengen kurus

uuuhhh.. akhir-akhir ni bt deh ama berat badan yang naik terus, apalgi sejak ngelahirin.. ga banget.. huhuhuuhu.. pengen nurunin 8 kg aja tapi kayanya susah banget deh... heeellllllppppp

Prayer

My good Lord in Heaven maybe I'm not your good child and i often forgot to pray i know i hurt your feeling a lot and I'm not obey your command for that forgive me Lord.. But.. Dear Lord.. i need your loving hand, i desperately need your interfering Good God.. how i can deal with this I'm just a human with no power n strength see my son God, look at him God give him a good place and loving people around him I'm so sad because i have to be separated from him My Jesus please lead me, please know me and please help us i don't know what to do coz i don't have any shelter, i don't have anything I'm longing for your mercy over Jovan and us.. God help us.. wipe my tears.. give us light, give us way.. help me dear Lord

Introduce my son

His name is Jovan Nicholas L tobing, Born in October 21, 2010... My charming Prince

how can i ???

How can I... make u out of my mind.. i want to live without remember u again... i want to start a new page, but i became such a hypocrite. when things went wrong.. i only want to chase u to make me calm.. in your world is a place where i feel safe i realize... All those moments behind, means so much for me, i cry on it cause i never appreciate it b4.. I know everything is to late now n I'm tight up to my new commitment now.. n i have already promise my self to be a better person n I'm not gonna ruin it now.. I'm not gonna breaks anyone heart because of my egoism again.. thou still u wont go away from my head. Maybe this is the price i should pay..

Susahnya jadi orang dewasa

Dulu siy enak, waktu jaman SMA, ga da kepikiran apa2... ga kerasa waktu mengalir, masa SMA udah 12 tahun yang lalu.. (getting old) Sekarang yang ada ruwet ama pikiran2 yang katanya pikiran orang dewasa... mikirin kerjaan, mikirin nyari duit, mikirin ngidupin diri sendiri, mikirin kehidupan pribadi,,, wehhh banyak banget... lum lagi + masalah2 yang berdatangan tanpa dipanggil (mang jalangkung) + deh ruwetna..

lucu yah.. kirain dulu jadi dewasa tuh enak bisa ambil keputusan sendiri, boro-boro... ngambil keputusan sendiri tuh mana ada enaknya.. yang ada malah pusing salah nentuin ya tanggung akibatnya sendiri... cuma ya inilah resikonya jadi dewasa.. mau ga mau kudu dijalanin, susah ga susah ya ditelen, toh kalo hepi juga qta yang ngerasain..

"Feels Like Home"

Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself

Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms

There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast

Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been

And how long I've been so alone

And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along

And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street

And a siren wails in the night

But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me

And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me

And how long I've waited for your touch

And if you knew how happy you are making me

I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong



Songs by Chantal K. Wish i can feel that feeling too..