how can i ???

How can I... make u out of my mind.. i want to live without remember u again... i want to start a new page, but i became such a hypocrite. when things went wrong.. i only want to chase u to make me calm.. in your world is a place where i feel safe i realize... All those moments behind, means so much for me, i cry on it cause i never appreciate it b4.. I know everything is to late now n I'm tight up to my new commitment now.. n i have already promise my self to be a better person n I'm not gonna ruin it now.. I'm not gonna breaks anyone heart because of my egoism again.. thou still u wont go away from my head. Maybe this is the price i should pay..