Prayer

My good Lord in Heaven maybe I'm not your good child and i often forgot to pray i know i hurt your feeling a lot and I'm not obey your command for that forgive me Lord.. But.. Dear Lord.. i need your loving hand, i desperately need your interfering Good God.. how i can deal with this I'm just a human with no power n strength see my son God, look at him God give him a good place and loving people around him I'm so sad because i have to be separated from him My Jesus please lead me, please know me and please help us i don't know what to do coz i don't have any shelter, i don't have anything I'm longing for your mercy over Jovan and us.. God help us.. wipe my tears.. give us light, give us way.. help me dear Lord